Holiday Challenge, day 39
Dec. 31st, 2007 11:45 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
ellienihonI am grateful:
1) that I got to experience being around a group of people I didn't know and feeling comfortable and enjoying myself.
2) that I can always trust certain friends to take things to the next level :D
3) to feel acknowledged and accepted by L's friends.
4) that L cares enough to ask important questions and to listen to the answers.
5) that I have made noticeable progress in the past 3 months.
6) that I had a really good therapy session today.
7) for all the opportunities I am getting to learn and grow, and the supportive environment to grow in.
8) for pats on the back.
9) for friends who show up when they say they will, and who let me know when they won't. Also, for friends who take care of themselves.
10) for my car, but also grateful that I have the resources to replace it.
11) that the concert was wonderful, and well received.
12) for Shakti Rising.
13) for my boss and my supervisor.
14) that I don't have to pay for storage, and that my relationship with my ex is good.
15) for my spirituality, and the awareness I am privileged to have of my path.
16) for appropriate boundaries with my coworkers.
17) that I got to sleep in Saturday morning!
18) for J's company on the phone as I drove home (so I didn't fall asleep).
19) for the cafeteria at work, and the girls at Shakti.
20) for spontaneity, and the willingness to reach out.
21) for Cliff, and back adjustments.
22) for surprise gifts from faraway friends.
23) for new friends and mutual attraction.
24) for L's needs getting met.
25) that J gave me a ride and we got to have a good conversation. And that he escorted me to the office party.
26) for free lunches.
27) for extra incentives to stretch and do yoga.
28) for the chance to explore a new side of myself.
29) that I have lots of people to bounce ideas off of, and I'm not expected to be perfect.
30) for AAA membership.
31) for the courage to ask for what I want/need.
32) for kittens and puppies.
33) that I could stay and keep L company.
34) for a safe place to cry and the healing power of tears.
35) for modern amusements, and AWESOME chocolate pie.
36) for arnica and hot baths.
37) for quiet evenings, and friends who teach me new things.
38) that I am talking more with my parents.
39) for walking outside and how my body feels when I exercise.
Sunday
We had a lazy morning, then L made pancakes and eggs and I helped a bit. I'm happy that she is willing to walk me through these things. She also showed me how to make pinto beans last night. I spent a good portion of the day working around the house, but also got out for a walk to the park. I'm getting things together for self care while I'm up here, and that makes me happy. I also had a longish conversation with G, who hasn't generally been talkative. He showed off a little of his boxing, and it was good to see him engaged.
I didn't intentionally do it this way, but it's ended up being 40 days, if I stop with today. That's amusing. It's been a good exercise, and particularly well timed because this has been a difficult month. I am grateful for the nudge to carry out this exercise. Thanks, universe!
1) that I got to experience being around a group of people I didn't know and feeling comfortable and enjoying myself.
2) that I can always trust certain friends to take things to the next level :D
3) to feel acknowledged and accepted by L's friends.
4) that L cares enough to ask important questions and to listen to the answers.
5) that I have made noticeable progress in the past 3 months.
6) that I had a really good therapy session today.
7) for all the opportunities I am getting to learn and grow, and the supportive environment to grow in.
8) for pats on the back.
9) for friends who show up when they say they will, and who let me know when they won't. Also, for friends who take care of themselves.
10) for my car, but also grateful that I have the resources to replace it.
11) that the concert was wonderful, and well received.
12) for Shakti Rising.
13) for my boss and my supervisor.
14) that I don't have to pay for storage, and that my relationship with my ex is good.
15) for my spirituality, and the awareness I am privileged to have of my path.
16) for appropriate boundaries with my coworkers.
17) that I got to sleep in Saturday morning!
18) for J's company on the phone as I drove home (so I didn't fall asleep).
19) for the cafeteria at work, and the girls at Shakti.
20) for spontaneity, and the willingness to reach out.
21) for Cliff, and back adjustments.
22) for surprise gifts from faraway friends.
23) for new friends and mutual attraction.
24) for L's needs getting met.
25) that J gave me a ride and we got to have a good conversation. And that he escorted me to the office party.
26) for free lunches.
27) for extra incentives to stretch and do yoga.
28) for the chance to explore a new side of myself.
29) that I have lots of people to bounce ideas off of, and I'm not expected to be perfect.
30) for AAA membership.
31) for the courage to ask for what I want/need.
32) for kittens and puppies.
33) that I could stay and keep L company.
34) for a safe place to cry and the healing power of tears.
35) for modern amusements, and AWESOME chocolate pie.
36) for arnica and hot baths.
37) for quiet evenings, and friends who teach me new things.
38) that I am talking more with my parents.
39) for walking outside and how my body feels when I exercise.
Sunday
We had a lazy morning, then L made pancakes and eggs and I helped a bit. I'm happy that she is willing to walk me through these things. She also showed me how to make pinto beans last night. I spent a good portion of the day working around the house, but also got out for a walk to the park. I'm getting things together for self care while I'm up here, and that makes me happy. I also had a longish conversation with G, who hasn't generally been talkative. He showed off a little of his boxing, and it was good to see him engaged.
I didn't intentionally do it this way, but it's ended up being 40 days, if I stop with today. That's amusing. It's been a good exercise, and particularly well timed because this has been a difficult month. I am grateful for the nudge to carry out this exercise. Thanks, universe!
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Date: 2007-12-31 08:11 pm (UTC)*hugs*